In a Nut Shell

I said so many things that I wouldn't have normally said and I did so many things that I never would have done. Honestly, I'm just trying to find myself. Heatherlyn, wake up. Douse me with cold water, burn me with a hot rod, beat me until I bleed; wake me up. I'm kicking my teeth in to figure this all out. Who am I? What am I? What do I like? Who do I like? Who are my friends? What's stopping me?