you can say "then they're not worth your time" and it's true, but coming to terms with it and truly being able to let them go is the hardest part. Because I know then I say , "I'll be here for you no matter what" and "I'll be here for you for til the end of time" I mean it, Fiona Apple once sang ,"forever is a promise you can't afford to break" and that's true.
Sad part is I could go on about how I feel and he'll never see this. He'll never open his eyes to what he's putting me through. Never will I be referred to at "Heatherlyn" in conversation, only "my ex". And I will never get that one romance that I never let go of. I didn't break it off, he did, and his heart wasn't even fully in the break up, he still told me he loved me. I think that's the hardest part -knowing there are/were still feelings there but nothing will ever be the same.
"Don't let go to let me know that this is over
And maybe I held on to long but now, I see
The life I left was not the best, and I no longer believe
You're not the one I knew but i'll stay true to my heart and myself

And then I find myself alone out here
Thinking of what we could have been
And I know this loneliness is not for me
And then I find myself alone out here
Thinking of what we could have been
And I know this loneliness is not for me
We should be together for eternity"
-A Change of Pace, Pearl Summer