Flower Power

I'm crazy about flowers from the living things to prints and photos. They're so beautiful and elegant. I really want a new flower print dress and maybe even paint my room pink had decorate it with red rose flower objects and prints. I think it would be cute.

3 little letters: S E X

I'm not one for sex or anything to do with it but lately I've been watching a lot of TV and movies and the thought of it has been swimming around in my head more than it used to. Maybe it's just hormones but I think media has contributed to my thoughts. If I were to go out and have sex I wouldn't blame the media for it because I can't really blame something like TV for my actions but I do believe that it is putting the idea in my head. From TV I get that it is more acceptable to do it as an adult (and I totally agree/understand that) but it also endorses that someone can do it carelessly as an adult (I don't think it's right but is it true?) As an adult do you pay more or less attention to who you have sex with and how much as you would as a teenager?
I think the public has gotten too comfortable with the idea of sex and nudity. Now whenever I see a sex scene in a movie or a set of boobs on the internet I'm not bothered by it at all. It's almost become a normality in 2010 and even before that.
Yes, it's a part of life BUT I believe it's something to be kept secret. I'm to go out and have sex I wouldn't shout it for the world to here. I would probably just keep it between me and the person I did it with and maybe a close friend or too. In my head PDA in general shouldn't happen, no one wants to look over and see a couple making out. It's just gross. A hug and a peck is alright but if you're going to have your tongue down someone's throat do it where no one has to bare looking at it.

I..Like you?

"You don't have to love someone to be with them."
I like this quote because I feel like people get into relationships and say that they love each other but I think as a teenager you don't really know what love is. Now, I'm not saying that as a teenager you can't love, it's just that you don't really know what love is so you're not going to know. The words "I love you" shouldn't be thrown around as much as it is, or that's how I feel. I guess what I'm really meaning to say is, you don't need to say I love you to your boyfriend/girlfriend just because you're in a relationship. Say it when you know you love them.

I Love My High School Band

Some Little Things.

I have a freckle on the side of my right hand below my pinky finger and it always bothers me. And below my wrist on my right arm I have have 3 freckles that form an isosceles triangle and I always want to connect them.
The nail on my pointer fingers have longer nail beds than my other fingers and my middle finger nails are smaller and it always bothers me. The tips of my ring and middle finger are bent inwards to each other and they create a gap and I always stare at it.
I've got tiny little scars all around my hands but you can't see them unless the light is hitting them just right, it always catches me by surprise.
Every time I sneeze I sneeze 5 times in a row and I get embarrassed.

If I Were a Rose

I wish I had tiny little hands with tiny little fingers and perfectly painted nails.
I wish I had tiny little arms that are smooth as a baby's bottom.
I wish I had a tiny little frame with the perfect little curves.
I wish I had a tiny little belly button in the perfect spot.
I wish I had tiny little legs that fit perfectly in my tiny little jeans.
I wish I had tiny little feet with tiny little toes that looked perfect in my chucks.